Discovering life as a mom one day at a time!

Friday, March 11, 2011

The Kids are Alright, Really!

I know it's been a really long time, but I haven't forgotten about you!  As a super-mom, it seems any moment I'm not corralling the children, I'm sleeping, cleaning or fretting about something I have zero control over right now!  I have been studying for a professional certification for work, which has taken up an enormous amount of brain space, but I do intend to be a better blogger.  I have also been reading book after book on my Nook Color...so fantastic, I can even read in the dark, since it's back lit!  Needless to say, I have been staying up way too late fitting in fun reading on top of everything else.  But my biggest goal right now is to be the best mommy I can be.  I always try, but sometimes life gets frustrating and I am not as patient as I'd like to be.  Children get difficult, to say the least, hahaha!  And my job is to help them figure out this life.  So I remind myself to take a few breaths and refocus my intentions, and I am better able to stay peaceful with life.  I hate getting upset and frustrated..I want my babes to feel secure and open all the time, which I know they do, but I want to make sure that I do my very best for them every moment, even when my mind has other enormous things going through it.  I know I am an awesome mom, and I recognize my sheer luck at the grace which I have been granted in life by being able to create and nurture these two beautiful spirits, and my beautiful husband who makes my life so wonderful and loving.  I am so grateful that no matter what I have faced in my life, my children will most certainly benefit from our family life, and they are alright.  Really!

Breathing Freely,
L